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not my finest quality, but yes. that's how i am. - more often than not, i contradict myself. - i am in every way pesky. - crying is my indulgence. - trivialities are my thing. - i have sadistic tendencies. - i am three parts neurotic - and yes, by now i'm sure you're asking yourself how you even ended up here. ...there's no getting out. :)  you know i will find you or if you need some time i don't mind i don't hold on to the tail of your kite i'm not like the girls that you've known but i believe i'm worth comin' home to kiss away the night this girl only sleeps with butterflies so go on and fly then, boy." -tori amos  Calendar
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 ~ meet God here ~ ~ loving john mayer ~ ~ coolest band ever ~ ~ it's all about being a woman ~ ~ ultimate chicness ~ said you never leave why’d it have to be harder than it had to be don’t you throw blame you were a part of this wasn’t suppose to end with us just walking away so many times we tried holding on to the pain but in my baby’s eyes i see my shame asking why you had to leave wasn’t i strong enough to make you see that the biggest part of this it’s not about you and me but just be wrong if we held on maybe tomorrow we’ll find a taste for the old days hard lessons we’ve left behind this mirrors an open door i can barely stand to see myself i don’t know what to do anymore i’m crying out for help much has been said will i never learn keeping my fingers crossed praying for my luck to turn but i can’t complain i’m living it easy job’s keeping me busy going crazy can’t describe the way it felt when you left said your goodbyes it just seems crazy for me to think that i’ll find love a second time but we all know how it all wraps up in the end what am i leaving behind sweet how we see the big picture when your life’s not on the line i know the way out but do you see what i see a tortured life always second guessing the bookie put money on the table thought that was all i had to do never came home never said a word to you no one ever said it was going to be easy… easy start over again this time let’s do it right start over again this time let’s keep the fires burning "much has been said" |
Monday, April 17, 2006
summer is it!  yeba! summer na. can't believe it's already the middle of april and i have been nowhere near any friggin beach. sayang ang araw. soon enough -- I HOPE. i haven't been out much rin. our ate sa bahay packed up and left. to marry her estranged boyfriend. waaah. i'm not trying to be a brat here. i guess di lang rin talaga ko sanay sa gawaing bahay kaya naffrustrate ako sa mga pangyayari. especially since i was set on having a super summer this year. e pano pa kaya mangyayari yun e di nga makaalis ng bahay kase kelangang bantayan si sheng. but hey, don't get me wrong, if ate sheila's truly decided that she wants to marry, i'm more than happy for her. i just hope she's sure she's marrying the right person. (baket ko ba pinapakeelaman buhay nila?!?) yet despite this minor setback, so far, summer's been pretty okay. i'm exposing myself and doing stuff that i NEVER imagined doing before. i've been to 2 medical missions so far, assisting and giving out medicines (woohoo, pharma in 2nd year, bring it on! haha.), and i'm going to another one tomorrow (tuli uli!), i started jogging and playing badminton, i'm trying out a new diet regimen, and don't laugh out loud but, i joined this modelling thing we have in our church for next week. yea, i know i'm only 5'2, i have a bubble butt, and my legs are anything but long, but heck, all my friends are doing it, and it's for a good cause, so it ought to be fun. i also started singing in front of a lot of people. haha. talk about pakapalan ng mukha. but i'm enjoying myself so far. so there. i do miss being with my feu friends. since di ako makalabas, i can't hang out with them as much as i want to. but i comfort myself in the thought that the next time we all get together, it'll be like parang kahapon lang kame magkakasama. same asaran, daldalan, tawanan and sakitan. crazy bunch right there, and i love them to pieces. so yun. that's my summer so far. uneventful as compared to others, but rocking, nonetheless. ..oh, and please don't think i'm a nut or something, but i do miss studying. a bit. sorry. :) :: applejoy @ 01:56 pm :: Â Â
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