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not my finest quality, but yes. that's how i am. - more often than not, i contradict myself. - i am in every way pesky. - crying is my indulgence. - trivialities are my thing. - i have sadistic tendencies. - i am three parts neurotic - and yes, by now i'm sure you're asking yourself how you even ended up here. ...there's no getting out. :)  you know i will find you or if you need some time i don't mind i don't hold on to the tail of your kite i'm not like the girls that you've known but i believe i'm worth comin' home to kiss away the night this girl only sleeps with butterflies so go on and fly then, boy." -tori amos  Calendar
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 ~ meet God here ~ ~ loving john mayer ~ ~ coolest band ever ~ ~ it's all about being a woman ~ ~ ultimate chicness ~ said you never leave why’d it have to be harder than it had to be don’t you throw blame you were a part of this wasn’t suppose to end with us just walking away so many times we tried holding on to the pain but in my baby’s eyes i see my shame asking why you had to leave wasn’t i strong enough to make you see that the biggest part of this it’s not about you and me but just be wrong if we held on maybe tomorrow we’ll find a taste for the old days hard lessons we’ve left behind this mirrors an open door i can barely stand to see myself i don’t know what to do anymore i’m crying out for help much has been said will i never learn keeping my fingers crossed praying for my luck to turn but i can’t complain i’m living it easy job’s keeping me busy going crazy can’t describe the way it felt when you left said your goodbyes it just seems crazy for me to think that i’ll find love a second time but we all know how it all wraps up in the end what am i leaving behind sweet how we see the big picture when your life’s not on the line i know the way out but do you see what i see a tortured life always second guessing the bookie put money on the table thought that was all i had to do never came home never said a word to you no one ever said it was going to be easy… easy start over again this time let’s do it right start over again this time let’s keep the fires burning "much has been said" |
Saturday, April 01, 2006
lesson learned
yeba.
up and kicking nanaman ang blog ko. i have approximately two months to
abuse it. then it's back to patay-na-bata mode again for another six
months. :) grabeng blessing na talaga 'to. despite my katamaran, i managed to pass all my subjects. next sem second year nako! wahoo! thank You, Lord sobra. sorry Kayo na tumrabaho sa lahat. tamad ko kase mashado. next sem, iba na. i guess the most important thing i've learned in school for this year, is i now know how to deal. deal with difficult people, with frustrating circumstances, no-win situations, crappy shite, and overwhelming stuff. before, i only knew how to shrug my shoulders and take it all in a stride, but now i've learned that: a. there are some things i can't change, or that i have absolutely no control over. b. that things can't always go my way. c. and that sometimes things just happen for the sole reason of pissing you off. * and you simply have to learn how to deal with it. *
and
that, my friends, i'm mighty proud to say, is what i've learned in med
school. forget that kwashiorkor is a protein deficiency disorder, or
that the retina is made up of 10 layers. managing to get out of 1st
year in med school unscathed, i'm glad i've learned this lesson
well. :)  -this is denise. she's my favourite person in the world. we both indulge in drama, that's why we get each other. she's going through some heavy crap right now, and i'm praying to God, wishing on the stars and keeping my fingers crossed that everything would turn out to be great for her. go den! we're rooting for you. i guess for the most part, this is why med school's fun despite the ka-toxican. that although i'm on the path of learning and healing (and crashing and burning on occassions), i've found uber-cool friends to enjoy the journey with. and although i still have bouts of wishing i was in ust for med, right now, i'm glad i'm studying in the best med school in fairview instead.. april fool's everyone! :: applejoy @ 02:46 am :: Â Â
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