"...i'm swimming in a sea of faces, trying to float my way to you. cos you're lost in a room where everybody wants you..."

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- i am a person of drama and kababawans.
not my finest quality,
but yes. that's how i am.
- more often than not,
i contradict myself.
- i am in every way pesky.
- crying is my indulgence.
- trivialities are my thing.
- i have sadistic tendencies.
- i am three parts neurotic
- and yes, by now i'm sure
you're asking yourself
how you even ended up here.
...there's no getting out. :)


"you say the word
you know i will find you
or if you need some time i don't mind
i don't hold on to the tail of your kite
i'm not like the girls that you've known
but i believe i'm worth comin' home to
kiss away the night
this girl only sleeps with butterflies

so go on and fly then, boy."

-tori amos





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"this is our fate. you are a waterfall, and i, a stream. you will forever flow through me, but i shall never contain you. and you shall never wash me away."

the fun-ness in my life:
~ meet God here ~
~ loving john mayer ~
~ coolest band ever ~
~ it's all about being a woman ~
~ ultimate chicness ~

much has been said
said you never leave
why’d it have to be
harder than it had to be
don’t you throw blame
you were a part of this
wasn’t suppose to end
with us just walking away
so many times we tried
holding on to the pain
but in my baby’s eyes
i see my shame
asking why you had to leave
wasn’t i strong enough to make you see
that the biggest part of this
it’s not about you and me
but just be wrong if we held on
maybe tomorrow we’ll find
a taste for the old days hard lessons
we’ve left behind
this mirrors an open door
i can barely stand to see myself
i don’t know what to do anymore
i’m crying out for help
much has been said
will i never learn
keeping my fingers crossed
praying for my luck to turn
but i can’t complain
i’m living it easy
job’s keeping me busy
going crazy
can’t describe the way it felt
when you left said your goodbyes
it just seems crazy for me to think
that i’ll find love a second time
but we all know
how it all wraps up in the end
what am i leaving behind
sweet how we see the big picture
when your life’s not on the line
i know the way out
but do you see what i see
a tortured life
always second guessing the bookie
put money on the table
thought that was all i had to do
never came home
never said a word to you
no one ever said it was going to be easy…
easy start over again
this time
let’s do it right
start over again
this time
let’s keep the fires burning

"much has been said"
-bamboo



look who's getting famous:

as of january 2005




Sunday, October 23, 2005
total disillusionment

another thing i've been seriously looking forward to during my finals week is this big "world's longest buffet" thing, which was held at eastwood tonight. they boasted of a 350 meter buffet table, 400 different dishes to be catered by 36 restaurants,plus the participation of 10 international cuisines. what person in his right mind wouldn't be excited by that? imagine having to study for carbohydrate metabolism, and porphyrins while salivating over the possibility of a major pigout party. di madali yun a.

looking back, there's only one way to describe the whole event.

what a big disappointment.

grabe. sayang talaga. it was such a great concept, and it easily would've been one of those events that you enjoy so much, that you'd look forward to it year after year, like octoberfest, or trick-or-treating. but no, it was one of the most unbelievably unorganized events that i had been to. it was craaazy. not only did you have to fight off 4000 people for limited servings of pesto and potato croquets, you also have to wait for an hour for the caterers to replenish their food stock. not to mention the fact that they were selling water in plastic cups and canned sodas at exorbitant prices (ipagbenta ba ang isang baso ng tubig at 38 pesos?!? nasan tayo, nasa Kumkwatchi kung saan novelty ang drinking water?). 

i'm not just ranting for the heck of it. it just sucks being promised something that's not even half of what it really is. but the thing that pissed me and my friends the most is that the organizers weren't even considerate enough to actually acknowledge the people's complaints. and believe me there were plenty. people were already threatening to sue them, or write letters to their head office for the huge inconvenience, and they didn't even have the balls to grab the mic from the sucky performers, and utter even  the slightest and most pathetic kind of apology. plus most of them were already leaving after the first serving of food had diminished.  naman, konting etiquette man lang. you don't leave your clientele hanging, especially after you've assured them that there's more to come.

nakakapanghinayang lang, kase sobrang bigtime happening pa man din 'to. it would've been a major highlight of Philippine events for this year, only if the organizers were able to deliver. but then, maybe a bit more regulation, thorough planning, and careful thinking over would've been too much to ask for an event that catered 4000 people. maybe they weren't ready for that much people to arrive, or that they simply lost control of the food stock. but then again, if you can call yourself a capable organizer, you would've anticipated that.

riding home from that joke of a buffet, my cousin was thinking out loud, " siguro kung me terorista lang dun kanina, nilagyan nia na ng poison lahat ng pagkain dun. tapos patay tayong lahat." maybe that's what we should've done. we should've hired someone to put baygon in the pasta. then we offer it to the organizers as a sign of thanks.

thinking out loud lang rin...

so what's the next best thing to do pag bad trip ka sa isang buffet?

    
mag-picture! what else?!?


...uuy, friends-friendsan... =)


:: applejoy @ 08:29 pm ::
 

 

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